This song ruins my life.
At Urbanites final Chicago show I lost it. I know I’ll lose it completely at their final final show when they play it.
It absolutely broke my heart after the show when I was hugging Brad. He legitimately didn’t understand why I was crying/upset. He kept saying shit like: no one cared anyway. Which wasn’t true at all.
“I cared. I still care.”
“You were one of the few.”
Having to explain to him/the rest of the boys that we actually care and that they were basically our entire lives for 5 years and are why we’re all even friends in the first place, is one of the most difficult things ever.
And it makes me so angry. They’re some of the most talented people I’ve ever met. And they’re such a good band.
And we tried so hard to get people to care. I’ll never understand why no one cared about them.
You’re all I need. I see, but you don’t.
Brad is the fucking worst.
I love him to death but I seriously wish he cared about the band as much as we did.